im dead

woke up early (around 7am++) to do my assignment on thursday morning. the whole assignment makes me crazy. i've no idea how to forecast the company's future using all those stupid measurement.. calculations making me sick... everything went so bad that i got nothing done although i sat in front of the laptop for more than 2 hours. and around 11am, i felt so sick that my body is heating up and my head gets heavier n heavier. i went back to sleep around 1130am and missed lectures n tutorials at 3pm tat day. bad things continue, i lost 3 marks out of 100 tat day coz i missed my tutorial and the tutor collected the homework which is worth 3 marks.

i woke up around 530pm after the whole day sleeping. i felt so hot but yet cold. after shower, i felt so hungry so i went to the kitchen to do some cooking. but suddenly, i felt myself floating and everything went black, i nearly fainted with no one in the house. i told myself i cant just fell down so i slowly walk to the sofas and sat down. after sitting for around 10mins, i felt okay and continue cooking. gosh, i cant imagine wat will happen if i really fell down tat day.

i cant eat much tat night although im starving, i continue sleeping around 730pm. i felt way much better the next day. so i continue to go to work at 11am. i felt really bad during work tat evening. i feel like vomitting after i ate something in the afternoon. things went even worse around 3pm that my colleague saw me really pucat... i guess i really look bad... but i did manage to struggle until 530pm. i cant eat that night either. slept around 8pm..

after sleeping for more than 12hours, i felt im 99% recovered. but there are way too much things waiting for me... 3 assignments coming up. each and every one is sooo complicated that i felt myself soooo stupid. how can i have no idea how to do those assignments after all those lectures n tutorials. oh gosh.... im so dead....

i cant be sick anymore. getting sick just slow down everything, and your brain just wont work when you're sick... urghh... im dead im dead... im so dead.

2 Oct 2007

26 Dec 2005. @ junqi's place.

i saw aun's sms this morning around 8am when i turned off my alarm.
the sms is sent at 2.02am AUS time, which is 1202am malaysian time.

then, i went back to sleep again coz there is no lecture in the morning today due to public holiday yesterday, Australia's labour day is 1 Oct, how weird... hahaha...

I woke up around 10am, went to univ around 1pm, attend a tutorial and a lecture, had some group discussion on assignments and had dinner at KURA (a japanese restaurant) with peggy and pancy, got home late, around 930pm..

then... just a few mins ago, when i was chatting with siewfang, she asked me "wat abt 2 Oct?"

i was like... "huh? wat about 2 oct?"

she said,"I was just browsing thro junqi's blog n saw something on 2 Oct and your name is mentioned there so im just curious..."

Suddenly! my brain is blank.

I then quickly went to junqi's blog.

oh god.....!!!!

I totally forgot !!!!

even after aun's sms this morning..!!!

so sorry... aun....!!!!

yes... only YOU will remember every year...

is this the fifth year? hahahhaa....

i think i was still in my dream when i saw your sms..

hahahhahaaa...... sooooo sorry......

anywayz..... happy 2 Oct , girlsss!!

中秋节快乐！

mid-autumn festival?
lantern festival?
moon cake festival?

haha... watever.......

its a day where ppl gather together...
n have FUN !!!

we went to have a walk @ darling harbour after BBQ, bringing along the most important thing of the day -- tanglung!!! hahahhaa.... its a bit windy last nite and take us some time to light up every tanglung before we start walking... haha... but we still manage to capture most of those angmo-s eyes.... hahaha... some friendly n curious angmo will come forward and ask what are we doing and why are we doing this, but none of us know the exact answer of why are we celebrating this day. hahaha... sinyee got up with a very funny answer :"It's a day that we celebrate to remember someone, but we dont really remember who is that. " hahahhaa... i never know why are we celebrating this day, chang er? or some other stories? we should have do some research on this, but who knows tat those angmo will come up n ask? hahahaha... anywayz... a few angmos come up and take pictures with us, some took our pics.. hahhaa.. its a funny experience though...

its really hard to take pictures with the tanglungs coz its reallky dark. its either our face is dark or everything is too bright... no one really got a pro camera... sad thing... but the harbourside view is really nice... especially when the night view combined with the colourful lantern ... its indeed a great night! thanks guyss~

siewfang's graduation

24 Sept 2007

i've never been to any friend's graduation before.
this is my first time visit to a graduation.

hahaha... lotsa ppl... lotsa family... lotsa graduates...

lotsa photo session, lotsa flowers, lotsa teddy bears...

CONGRATULATIONS, siewfang!!!

you're free from all those stupid examsss n assignments!

August

nothing much abt August... except... birthdaysss.....

hope im not too late for these.... its just too many things coming up recently....

im 22..... on 22 Aug 2007... unbelievable.... im feel so old... hahahaha...
its dark chocolate cake. i LOVE it... thanks everyone..Thanks to minyee, peggy, pancy, kaishin, jen-ai, mew mew, shinny, yen ni, harvey, jonathan, heng yew, khaishien, keith, mike... It's a great day... thanks for the dinner at Seoul-Ria (korean food), i kinda love bulgogi recently.. hahaha... thanks for the sing-k session after dinner... haha....back at home, thanks minyen, sally, minyee for the late birthday celebration.

and i was drunk by a few glasses of champagne.. hahaha... how weak am i...

More birthday celebrations coming in Sept... im getting broke.... hahaha...

september

its the last day of Aug.
and its the National Day of Malaysia.
MERDEKA ! MERDEKA ! MERDEKA !

but there is nothing to do with me.
im sick. i need sleep.

im back!

haha, time for some updates!

gosh... where have i been? well, seriously speaking, i dunno wat makes me so busy after i came back sydney. Life in sydney is still the same, work and univ, still the same... not much difference... but probably more programmes maybe? more late night programmes, more dinners outing... hahaha... got more evening classes these days... so sometimes, i'll just stay at some frens' house in the city and hang out late at night.

Next week is APEC week, i dunno why AUS makes APEC soooo big that we got the whole week OFF ! well, its good news...hahaha... and there are some traffic changes and so n so... what the hell is APEC actually? haha... i;ve no idea.. all i know is tat presidents from all around the world will come n have a meeting in sydney. ya, George Bush will be here. probably they're afraid that some terrorists will come n bomb somewhere so there just stop all the city trains. crazy. hahaha..

Winter is kinda over and the weather is getting hot... sun is coming out.. wind is not as cold as before. but.... i'm sick. sorethroat, cough, flu... everything comes together, i even run out of voice... and everything starts with last sat night where i was drunk by a glass of champagne. oh god... im so weak!... hahaha... anywayz... thankgod im still conscious. just finished my tax law quiz on wednesday, just finished my part of assignments minutes ago. i guess, its time for me to catch up with some dramas later.. haha.. or shud i sleep earlier tonight.. hahahhaa....

there will be midterm coming up after APEC week.. so i guess the week off is just another study week.. hahaha...well.. that's it for today...

more updates coming soon..

btw, im 22. a step forward to...... aunty. haihh...