im dead

woke up early (around 7am++) to do my assignment on thursday morning. the whole assignment makes me crazy. i've no idea how to forecast the company's future using all those stupid measurement.. calculations making me sick... everything went so bad that i got nothing done although i sat in front of the laptop for more than 2 hours. and around 11am, i felt so sick that my body is heating up and my head gets heavier n heavier. i went back to sleep around 1130am and missed lectures n tutorials at 3pm tat day. bad things continue, i lost 3 marks out of 100 tat day coz i missed my tutorial and the tutor collected the homework which is worth 3 marks.

i woke up around 530pm after the whole day sleeping. i felt so hot but yet cold. after shower, i felt so hungry so i went to the kitchen to do some cooking. but suddenly, i felt myself floating and everything went black, i nearly fainted with no one in the house. i told myself i cant just fell down so i slowly walk to the sofas and sat down. after sitting for around 10mins, i felt okay and continue cooking. gosh, i cant imagine wat will happen if i really fell down tat day.

i cant eat much tat night although im starving, i continue sleeping around 730pm. i felt way much better the next day. so i continue to go to work at 11am. i felt really bad during work tat evening. i feel like vomitting after i ate something in the afternoon. things went even worse around 3pm that my colleague saw me really pucat... i guess i really look bad... but i did manage to struggle until 530pm. i cant eat that night either. slept around 8pm..

after sleeping for more than 12hours, i felt im 99% recovered. but there are way too much things waiting for me... 3 assignments coming up. each and every one is sooo complicated that i felt myself soooo stupid. how can i have no idea how to do those assignments after all those lectures n tutorials. oh gosh.... im so dead....

i cant be sick anymore. getting sick just slow down everything, and your brain just wont work when you're sick... urghh... im dead im dead... im so dead.

2 Oct 2007

26 Dec 2005. @ junqi's place.

i saw aun's sms this morning around 8am when i turned off my alarm.
the sms is sent at 2.02am AUS time, which is 1202am malaysian time.

then, i went back to sleep again coz there is no lecture in the morning today due to public holiday yesterday, Australia's labour day is 1 Oct, how weird... hahaha...

I woke up around 10am, went to univ around 1pm, attend a tutorial and a lecture, had some group discussion on assignments and had dinner at KURA (a japanese restaurant) with peggy and pancy, got home late, around 930pm..

then... just a few mins ago, when i was chatting with siewfang, she asked me "wat abt 2 Oct?"

i was like... "huh? wat about 2 oct?"

she said,"I was just browsing thro junqi's blog n saw something on 2 Oct and your name is mentioned there so im just curious..."

Suddenly! my brain is blank.

I then quickly went to junqi's blog.

oh god.....!!!!

I totally forgot !!!!

even after aun's sms this morning..!!!

so sorry... aun....!!!!

yes... only YOU will remember every year...

is this the fifth year? hahahhaa....

i think i was still in my dream when i saw your sms..

hahahhahaaa...... sooooo sorry......

anywayz..... happy 2 Oct , girlsss!!